i think i am going to try to keep a journal and make it my own. and do everything i can to not be afraid because he says that i shouldn’t, and he is right. i shouldn’t be afraid to just write what i feel or say what i feel. but, maybe if i do that enough. and maybe if i learn how to just write what i am feeling down or write out my thoughts, it won’t be so hard to try to actually say it out loud. to someone. maybe, i will understand my thoughts more easily and accept them because they are who i am. and maybe one day, I won’t be so scared of that.
Aerogel, also know as frozen smoke, is the world’s lowest density solid, clocking in at 96% air. If you hold a small piece in your hand, it’s practically impossible to either see or feel, but if you poke it, it’s like styrofoam. It supports up to 4,000 times its own weight and can withstand a direct blast from two pounds of dynamite. It’s also the best insulator in existence.